All the way down

Seriously. If you intend to chat, spiel, persiflage or have a tête-è-tête with me. Forget it.

I'm in a disarrayed, muddled mood now. Why?

2 of my cohorts are in a cold war.
And I'm caught up in the eye of it.

I'm not blaming either of them.

The icy wall was built in defense and it's animal instinct to defend oneself, no?

I'm blaming me.

I am the one who knew the situation from both angles. I am the one who had the privilege of being able to cross freely between both worlds. I am the one who had the whole bloody case all laid out right in front of me.

But all I did is stood by and observed while the seed of it grew into the hideous plant it is right now. Why?

I was afraid. Afraid of slipping something that might have fueled the tiny spark.

*Sighs in despair*

Had been clawing my mind for a solution since I woke up. It was a miracle I could even concentrate long enough to practice my viola.

4 months left.

And if Jing Hua successfully obtained the place in the Uni she applied to in Singapore and leaves in July, 3 months.

When life sucks. It sucks hard.

The Letter 'F'

Fuck You Very Much - Lily Allen


I've never heard the F word said oh-so-sweetly before =)

Gotta thank Shereen and Jo Yee for recommending the song at Joanna's Death Party. For some obscene reason, insecurities or depression perhaps, she decided to get us together for dinner to 'acknowledge the start of the last 365 days of wearing the TEENager label', not to 'celebrate her birthday'. Hence the term 'death' and her party concept of Live Funeral. We even had to recite a eulogy for her. In her presence.

Anyway, we all had a great time. The lamb chops were enticing. Thus got me high and sugar-rushy. Now my throat is itching and my voice's turning sandy and husky, probably because I laughed, and obnoxiously so in that, too much, especially during the present-shopping for Jo with Eu Chern. Since she had seen the present, I guess it's acceptable to blurt it to the world. It was a skin-colour, knee-length, with Greek-style-stripes dress for her to wear it to MPO concerts. Go to her blog. I bet she'll post a photo or two about it. If she doesn't, I'll pester her till she does.

P.S. Kimora, you damn potong steam at the beginning of the party, okay? You were supposed to be a little more dramatic and go all disappointed-looking and teary-eyed when we handed you that recycle-eco-friendly bag, not put on a poker face and smile!

P.P.S. Just in case the dress doesn't suit you in any way, Kim, you have till Monday to change it. Oh. The resit is with me. HAHA.

Jizz In My Pants - Lonely Island

Watch it. It is statistically proven addictive. I swear.



Don't you find it wickedly cool that they rap in a British accent?
And don't you dare tell me you're not going for a second round.

P.S. The arousing post on our sluttacious day out in the heat of the sun is still pending. Hope to get the photos from aMANda by this week.

P.P.S. I simply can't think of 16 damn facts about myself. Still stuck at the 2nd.

5s4 gathering (I can hear, "An update, at last!"

Ahh. So 5s4 of the 2007 batch was finally herded together. In massive numbers too. At least 3 times the size of the usual sluttacious events. And we all owe it to our shepherd Jing Hua who lured us all to Sunway Pyramid with the bait of a decent lunch.

Our original agenda was just having lunch. A looooooong lunch. And probably catching up and doing random stuff. Which we did. Doing something totally RANDOM (Will rant a little on that later, unless my mood for blogging suddenly dries up).

Nando's was awesome. Total bill for our 2 and a half tables was, I don't know, around 500 bucks? HAHA. It sure took ages for the 'accountants' to settle everything.

Xe Linn and Sid (sowee...I don't know how to spell his full name)

Jo Ey

Siao Voon

Wai Yee and Mei Mei

Jia Yi

Eu Chern, Wai Yip and Kien Yoong

Yuen Hong

Boon Kiat

Yu Xuan, Wen Jia and Ee Tyng

Group pic =)

OK. Now to the to the incoherently random stuff we did: we dropped by Amanda's place to gamble (nah...we didn't run around the mall begging people to be our friends even if it's at the top few on the 45 Things To Do When You're Bored)! Which was totally out of the blue. Seriously. One moment we were at the Bowling Alley, and the next moment we were on the way to Daa's after someone (was it Siao Voon and gang?) merely suggested it and a good couple of them voted for it.

Played rounds and rounds and rounds and rounds of Blackjack and less than 5 times of InBetween and Poker

This gambling shit is like getting high on coke, I tell you (not that I really need to, since it's kind of a common sense, unless you're Emily, of course). We just couldn't stop, or wouldn't, whichever you prefer. So, in the end, we stayed for dinner as well. And it was somewhere random as well! IKEA! I mean, driving all the way from Taman Megah to IKEA when we could have eaten at somewhere nearby, like...Taman Megah? But whatever. It was fun =) And I got to try the much-talked-about meatballs!

Moi's dinner!
Ze meatballs (shared with Daa and Mei Mei)

+

Ze chicken pie and me and Jo's shared refill-able drink (at the top right corner)

Eu Chern and his 3 course dinner (curse his seemingly bottomless stomach)

Yi Chin with his plate of 10 meatballs and whatever-ingredient-it-was-inside sandwich

And the feasting began! Meanwhile...


The straws are such amazing and incredible mechanisms, aren't they?

Nah...of course Boon Kiat wasn't drinking wine. I think it was Coke. As in Coca-cola.

Blinded by the light? As if!

Not quite done

Yi Chin couldn't take in anymore

I suspect the reason he used so much tissues was because he grabbed a whole pile of them. Seriously. The table was loaded and scattered with them.

One more sausage to go!

The trick: chopping it into tiny pieces and stuff them into your mouth when you're paying the least attention (e.g. talking)

Voila

Special note to Jing Hua:

Thank you so much, sexy, for uniting us sluts in full force! Without this soiree, it will probably be the next century before I can gather these bitches together! We owe you big time!

KT and PKT of 5s4 2007!

Was Chee Kin trying to exercise his sexy slut look or was he experiencing some constipational moment?

Somehow this photo just doesn't seem right

The Deformed Duck, after its release from jail

Kimora being her usual self. No idea what was going through my head.

Us she-sluts. Too bad we didn't help the he-sluts to take one.

It's just soooo...complete =)

Chee Kin's expression says it all. "Happy Halloween, folks! Meet your new Grim!" OMG. We were like, staring at someone on his deathbed or something. Creepy.

Aww...There is no photo more beautiful than this <3 Then again, don't I say this everytime, regarding the Photo of the Month? But then again, this is only our second The Complete Circle of Slut photo... Anyway, me loves you people.

XOXO I know I love you